Survive- Yes! Thrive- I Hope So

My husband asked why I have not been updating this blog. I don't know why I said. Just because I have noting worth sharing. Just because I don't feel like it. Or maybe because I have been dealing with my own emotions without feeling successful or progressing at all. I have been going to the gym about 4-5 times a week lately. YMCA and the Levine Cancer Institute have a joint wellness program for cancer patients' overall mental and physical well being during and after cancer treatment. At first, I thought the group classes were exclusively for cancer patients, which means the participants would look like me...you know...with ports placed in chest, scars and all and of course no hair. But, the classes consisted of all kinds of people, many beautiful people of the posh town in which I live in. It took some courage for me to walk into and sweat among those beautiful people. It took a while for me to tell myself, I don't care if they wonder why does she look like that? Wh...